I read Chandra Prasad's On Borrowed Wings and loved it. So I was delighted to learn that she had written an earlier novel, Death of a Circus. Who loves a circus more than me?!
This was an interesting story. Not all that joyous, but certainly full of the kind of human endeavor that makes Americans believe in the entrepreneurial spirit and the value of hard work. It's full of references and based on research of the independent circuses of the early 1920's, before Ringing Brothers bought them all out. What a crazy business this is! They were in the transportation business and construction business as much as they were in show business. There were classes of workers - performers ranked above ticket takers, for instance. It even has a sad and poignant elephant tale that rivals Water for Elephants(which I loved and recommend!) in adoration and celebration of these wild, sentient and compassionate creatures.
What I loved about it is that the performers - and even the "Roustabouts" (who do the dirty work of set up, clean up and tear down) - are never more beautiful and alive and whole as when the crowd is awestruck. Even the freaks put on a show that is heart-wrenching in both longing as well as pride. These moments of giving - of putting yourself on a platter for the enjoyment of others - made life on the road worthwhile.
And isn't that why we all love a circus? It's a gift. It's wild and scary and beautiful and pure joy. It's the best of us, reflected.
There is many a myth about life under the big top. Prasad's story humanizes that life, and shows that people are still people - equally selfish and generous, as well as ambitious dreamers. Definitely makes me want to run away and join the circus.
Maybe I will!
